your first wank over a mag

[WantFullBush]

I apologize if the same thread already exists.

I would be interested in hearing your "first wank over a mag" story if you are willing to share it with other members of this forum. I noticed elsewhere on the web that a lot of guys remember details of the model (or the photo set) over which they blew their first load. I certainly remember details of mine I find it fun to learn how similar or different other people's stories are from mine. So here is my first wank story -- the first masturbation that ended in an ejaculation.

My parents were gone for the weekend, a long way from home. My older brother as well. It was a lazy afternoon, fog, rain, and cold outside. Having an older brother was an advantage. I found a Hustler mag he had aparently brought from his trip to (then West) Germany a couple months earlier, in the summer of 1989. Those of you who are German or are familiar with the German restrictions on adult materials know that mags sold in newsstands are not allowed to show pussy. They can show bush, but not the vulva (labia minor, clit). This is what I refer to (labia minor and clit) when I say pussy in this post. Anything containing the vulva must be sold in 18+ sex shops (to this day).

Before this historical blow-my-first-load weekend, I had seen a couple nude mags showing pussy (brought from the UK and US) that my luckier friends had access to. The problem: Borrowing them (to take to my home) was not an option, and wanking during a "public viewing session" at my friend's was not an option either. When I found this Hustler in my brother's room, I had mixed emotions. First: Wow! Cool! There's finally some stuff here at my home that I can view in privacy! Second feeling: Oh shit, it's German. No pussy!



So I start going through the magazine right away. I see spectacular, high-quality photographs of drop-dead gorgeous naked women. I can't see any pussy, but my dick is rock-hard in seconds nevertheless. The German rule of no pussy doesn't mean no sexy poses or no bush. In fact, the photos are very generous with bush, and the girls are in the most titilating of poses! Legs spread wide. Asses high up in the air. Only the photographs are shot from angles that don't reveal pussy. Some are close to revealing it, but they don't in the end. Or there are 'convenient objects' blocking the view of the money spot. The recurring theme is: A girl in a spread-eagle or doggie pose, pussy towards camera, but wearing thongs (nothing else). The next picture is the same pose, thongs are gone, but the camera angle has changed, and doesn't provide a clear view of what's inside those wide open legs. Or the angle is the same, but suddenly a strategically placed pillow has appeared and an inch-wide lace hanging out of it is blocking the view of the girl's pussy. In some pictures I can even see a glimpse of the girl's labia major covered by a thick royal bush (those were the days!), but I can never see the clam in between! Driving me nuts!!! By now my dick is ripping out of my pants and I'm rubbing it gently and slowly. It is the hardest it's ever been. My imagination starts doing the work that the print mag was not allowed to do: I am very busy imagining the camera changing the angle, or the girl moving in her pose slightly to give me a clear, unobstructed view of her vulva. Having done this with all the girls in the mag (about 5 or 6 pictorials), I go back to the girl I find the prettiest. She has chesnut-brown hair down to about her shoulders, chocolate-brown eyes, the face of a top fashion model, medium-sized breasts, and butt cheeks to die for. Coincidentally, her photoset is the closest to showing pussy. My eyes alternate between two photos. First photo: this girl is lying fully naked on her back on a sandy beach with her legs spread as far apart as anatomically possible, her bush on full display, and the angle is allowing a hint of her labia major covered by fur the same chesnut-brown color that her hair is. Second photo: she is kneeling on a sundeck on all fours, her back arched, and her divinely shaped ass high up in the air, her orgasmic face towards camera, pussy away from camera, and some of the white sand on her buttcheeks. By trying to hypnotize her into giving me an unobstructed view, I actually manage to hypnotize myself into seeing that unobstructed view fairly clearly in my mind. The movements of my right hand are faster and my grisp is harder. Suddenly, there's a feeling in my dick I have never experienced before -- the itchy feeling you get just before ejaculation. At that moment I have a clear view in my mind of the girl in the same doggie pose, but her pussy towards me... up, close and personal. A split second later, the historical moment arrives: My first load shooting up in the air. I would blow bigger loads later on in my life, but this one was the first. The one to remember.

I came back to this magazine many times, practicing this "visual hypnosis" with all other girls in the issue, but since explicit magazines (UK and US style) became available where I lived soon after, I quickly converted to those magazines showing pink left and right. No more imagination needed.

I don't know what happened to that 1989 Hustler from Germany. My brother probably threw it away. It would be fun to see it again (I'll search for it in the archives here).

Do you have a story to share about your first wank over a mag? Do you remember the girl who had the privilege of being your "first sexual partner"? Was she blonde or brunette? Big breasts, small breasts, medium? Did you see her pussy? Was she touching it? Did she spread it open for you? Do you remember the pose in which she drove you wild? And if you still use "visual stimulation" (I suppose we all do), is the style similar to that memorable first time? Do you still dig the same kind of girl / posing / ambiance in today's materials?

(And if your first orgasm came without "visual stimulation" in the form of a magazine or videotape, and you started using mags or vids later on, you can still share the story of your first wanking session that in fact was suppported by a magazine or a VHS tape at your disposal.)