Girls You Never Told How You Felt.

[ultimatewarlord]

Is there one particular female you loved or felt you loved but never told? I was in love with Susan from the early days of Senior school. We had a flirtatious attitude towards each other for most of the five years there but never said anything. I saw other girls. A few of them her friends but still nothing was said or done. At the end of our time in school we were busy with exams. I met her outside a classroom and she told me she'd taken her last exam and was leaving school. We lived in a small town and I said I'd see her around. I've never seen her in the thirty years since. I used to dream about her regularly and still do on occasions.

[evilcartman]

Don't even want to go there. Too painful. Look toward the future.

[tygrkhat40]

Originally Posted by evilcartman

Don't even want to go there. Too painful. Look toward the future.

Amen, brother, amen.

[winebeavis]

Not really. I had the normal crushes like everybody else. Many, many of those went resolved. Usually because I or she were in a relationship and the timing was never right. A few times an admiration from a distance didn't look quite as good the closer I got.

I do have a semi-happy tale to add to the depression. My 9th grade crush was "Stacy." She always had a boyfriend. We were friendly, but she was friendly with everyone and everybody was her friend. She was pretty as could be too. Although we were friendly, it's not as if we hung out with each other or did things together not the case. She always, always, always, had a boyfriend.

High school goes and about 3-4 years later she starts working at the same hospital where I worked. Even though our shifts weren't always the same they usually overlapped and I could pretty much visit her whenever I felt like it. At this time she's divorced and has a small kid. And a live in boyfriend. Stacy also works with my girlfriend in the billing department. Most that ever happens is I go to lunch with Stacy several times at the cafeteria. Usually others join us. I quit the hospital after graduating college probably less than a year after Stacy started working there.

Fast forward decade or so later. Through the power of social media and facebook and lots of people from the school days started having meet ups. I see Stacy at several of these. However, I quickly stop going to these as there is nothing worse than seeing people in their early 40s revert back to being 16-17. Same jealousies, same pettiness, it's as if most of them never left. Except everyone was hugely fat.

I bumped into Stacy and two of her friends again at the "Wildflowers" music festival in far Dallas a few years ago. It would have been May 2009. I was there by myself. Mrs. Winebeavis was visiting her parents in another state. So I joined with Stacy and her friends. Her friends were leaving early and Stacy asked if she could get a ride home from me. Seems we didn't live too far from each other. Not a problem. Over the course of the next 3-4 hours we had a nice enough time. Stacy was divorced again. But had another live in boyfriend. Picked up another kid. She still looked fantastic. Still nice as can be. I learned during the hospital days that she was not the most "sophisticated" and nobody was going to confuse her with a rocket scientist. She kept things pretty simple. Anyway, over the three or four hours she drank maybe 2 beers. Then on the way home I thought she was coming on to me. She'd accident brush my leg several times. Let her had rest there longer than normal. Generally getting touchy-feely. Started laughing at whatever I said if it was the funniest thing she ever heard. As I pulled up to her place, she volunteered that her boyfriend was away and that I should come inside. I went for it as soon as I was inside the door and had sex with Stacy twice that evening. She did tell me I had to be gone before her daughters got home. So I left around 11:00 p.m. It was awesome that I did get to have sex with the woman I had adolescent fantasies over decades earlier.

I week later I called Stacy to see if she wanted to have lunch. She told me over the phone "no." She also told me that she didn't appreciate that I took advantage of her while she was drunk. That my behavior was very inappropriate. a month or two later she broke up with her boyfriend. But she had met another guy immediately afterwards and. . . . .I deleted her from the facebook as friends.

As much as I liked getting the piece of ass that I always wanted and quietly lusted after. It wasn't worth venturing back to the school days. Some people outgrew those days, others didn't. I have one or two friends left from those days. I'm amazed that the same groups of people from 1984 never left or changed. It's as if part of time never occurred to some people's behavior.

[MaxJoker]

Originally Posted by ultimatewarlord

Is there one particular female you loved or felt you loved but never told?

Not really, given i mostly fall in love with every semi human looking female i get to barely know

Thankfully none of them have yet to nail gun my heart to the wall in response

Though that said i was once fortunate enough to meet a darn young Maria McKee (Mind i was nine years younger) . July 1992 and she`d just done an interview in Chapelfield gardens on the bandstand. I stood around and watched it after serendipitously walking through and seeing her.
Then like a typical pushy sod i got to say hello, well ok sweatily shake her hand and quickly tell her she was the finest vocalist alive and that i adored Lone Justice. Which of course was a band she`d already left (Doh !). I didn`t know that as only got Online in 1994

She thanked me and said she hoped i liked her new direction.

Yeah as if i knew what that meant.

Wonder what might have happened if i`d told her i loved her

Or if i`d asked her to follow me in the bushes

if you want an idea of how she looked back then , this helps
"Sigh"

[kennyjackson]

I had a huge crush on a very beautiful girl I knew in college but because she was a "bible thumper" and I am not I assumed it would go nowhere if I tried to woo her.

[imtrying]

Mine was a Susan, too. The only person I ever told about my feelings for her was my best friend. He's married to her now and sometimes it still hurts to see them together.

[muggly]

Five years ago I worked for a franchise business and got to know a lot of the other employees very well, but I particularly liked Fay who was a lively , beautiful twenty something and we hit it off almost straight away . She caught me making a remark about her well rounded posterior, at our first Christmas party, but instead of calling me names she laughed and wiggled her bum. By the time the next Christmas party came around we got on like a house on fire and she planted a firm wet kiss on my lips. We shimmied and hugged on the dance floor and she said that she loved me, but not in a soppy way more of a jokey way. By the time the next Christmas party had arrived a lot of things had happened in her life. She had split up with her boyfriend and she went through a bad patch reconsidering her career and where she wanted to stay. Luckily with her work friends and my support she stayed and started to flirt with me during work time. I was married but not going through the best of times at home so her distraction was welcome and I was planning to make the most of any opportunity we had to get close, so the next Christmas party with overnight stay was ideal. Although each room was for two employees to share, my room mate knew that if i needed him to vacate he was willing to.
The evening went great with good food, lots of drink, a pulsating atmosphere and girls egging each other to be as sexy as poss with the men. It was 2.30 am and a few of us went to another bar for final drinks before bed. I had my arm around Fay and only the boss and another girl were close to us. Fay had been drinking Sambucca shots and was getting very horny but I decided to buy the last round. As I waited at the bar I felt Fay slip from my grip and glanced behind to check she was okay. My heart hit my stomach as I gazed at her and my boss playing tonsil hockey. She had a firm grip on his crotch and he has his hands around her bum squeezing away. By the time I got to my room I caught sight of her stumbling into the boss's room, a room to himself, and 4 hours later heard a commotion as Fay was trying to get back into her own room. My plans for a night of passion were devastated but I had to re-evaluate my feelings for her and get back to reality in my home. We still had a friendly relationship but I knew she had no desire for me only the boss. She eventually changed job in the same company and went to work with him and I hardly saw her after that. The following Christmas Fay stayed away from the party as other employees were talking and made it difficult for a reunion between her and the boss. After that I left to work elsewhere and I don't know what happened to her. My heart is still broken though.

[winebeavis]

Originally Posted by kennyjackson

I had a huge crush on a very beautiful girl I knew in college but because she was a "bible thumper" and I am not I assumed it would go nowhere if I tried to woo her.

The girls in the god squad also like to get it on.

I lost it to a nice, extremely devout, young lady, who I met at church camp. In the southern U.S., bible thumping females's pants came off quickest. Your mileage might've varied though.

Ever notice how every playmate in her bio is religiously devout? I figure if they fall for some of the stuff in the bible, my semi believable bullshit is much easier to swallow.

[MisterMacky]

lesson I learned: don't tell any girls how you feel.