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Originally Posted by MaxJoker
That first/last Christmas together was unbelievably awful and pushed normally easy going me close to going over the edge. All unnecessary and all due to her attitude. Her "Demons" as she`d call them.
Might come back to this another day and describe just how awful that Christmas was. But for now I`ll let it lie as it`ll only get me in a shitty mood , with myself.
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That actually sounds worryingly familiar, although my wife says "insecurities" rather than "demons"
I have even (when peed off) joked to her that if she was found by police kneeling over my twitching corpse with a bloody knife in her hand having stabbed me multiple times, she seems to believe that if she said to the judge by way of defence "But your honour, I'm insecure", that the judge would say "Oh, fair enough then, why didn't you say so? Case dismissed. Off you trot."
Thanks for the advice Max, and everyone, it really is helpful, I just started this thread because I want to feel less like I'm howling in the wind, and I hope perhaps some other members might feel the same. It's true that I am no angel, but nor am I such a bad guy. It gets very frustrating.